Saturday, 1 September 2007

The End of the World?????

If the book of Revelations is true and my theory is accurate, then NOT YET!!!!!

In Revelations it states 'Babylon, the great stronghold has fallen'.

1. Babylon - Iraq
2. Great Stronghold - Revelations is a Christian Book

My theory is that Iraq must first become a Christian country before 'end times' take place, and you can bet your last pound that if the West bring stability to the country. Then the missionaries will move in. I believe I am the first in the history of the world to put forward this theory, but when you think about it, it's not rocket science. The only way Babylon can become a 'stronghold' in a christian book is to become a christian country.

The only thing that bothers me about Revelations is that it states 'All these things will come to pass SOON'.

Well 2000 years and still waiting, what does the word SOON mean to God???? because 2000 years is not classed as soon to me :(

Tuesday, 5 June 2007

To Kev

Thankyou for the comments you have left on some of my posts. You seem like a good guy. I wish I could eradicate the hate from my heart and mind but I'm still feeling sore about what i've been through. If these things continue to happen to me it will be hard for me to ever recover but I will continue to perservere to the end (hopefully :))

DELETED POST

I have deleted the post about the incident between my friend and I. I am now speakng to him again and he claims to have no recollection of what he said. I believe him. It seems the worst attacks come from those who's faith in God has diminished and I fully believe they are not aware of the things they do. If they are, then they are expert actors and should all be awarded an oscar. :) I will continue my quest for the truth.

Tuesday, 1 May 2007

The BIBLE V's QURAN

As each individual tends to stick to the religion they were brought up on, most people probably don't know how the Bible and Quran contradict each other on a massive level. When I was first attacked I went to the Bible to seek the answers. I was not satisfied and decided to broaden my scope by reading the Quran. This is what I discovered :-

The Bible - Jesus is the son of God

The Quran - It is a major insult to God, to say that Jesus is his son

At first I thought itwas a major conspiracy to urge one side of the world (Islam) to be against the other side of the world (Christianity), but if you look deeper into things i.e the old testament. That says the Messiah is the 'Holy One of Israel' meaning the holy seed of Abraham, as Abraham was named ISRAEL when God took him as his friend.

Well If Jesus IS the Messiah, then it's true. He's not the son of God, but a son of Abraham. This brings both the Jesus and Mohammed stories together as one, but shows the bible to be inaccurate.

Personally though, I am not a fan of the Quran. It is a book narrated by beings that consider themselves equal to God (The Compassionate and Kind One). They frequently boast about tormenting people and promise an even greater Torment to come. I myself am more Godly than the narrators of that book and I'm not Godly :). At least I try to reach people though with Truth and I try to help those in need.

Friday, 20 April 2007

Words from Jesus Christ

Jesus said on the cross while he was dying "Forgive them father, for they know not what they do" He also said that the whole world is lying in the power of the wicked one. These statements are possibly related to my experience and the experiences of Dr David Kelly, the Virginia Tech Shooter and many other victims throughout the world and through the strands of time. I do sometimes believe that some of the people whom abused me are not aware of the things they have done and therefore genuinely believe I am ill. Other people however ARE aware and I know Justin was one of them. Maybe that's why he is now dead. I still believe Wayne was the ring leader in the attack against me, he's been beaten up a few times but still no fitting punishment for what he caused me to go through. In that same circle of friends was a girl named Heather Sanders. Just a few weeks after the attack had begun on me, she was found dead. She had hung herself. Although I have no proof, I am 100% certain they did the same thing to her as they did to me. You see THATS WHAT MOST PEOPLE DO, they kill themselves cos they can't handle the abuse, which leaves very few people to tell the story. There are sickening abuses of weak people happening all over the world and it is covered up so future victims are not even aware of what is about to happen to them. It makes so angry, they are like Lambs to the slaughter. Next time you hear the story of a suicide keep an open mind. You may hear, oh he/she broke up with his/her partner or oh, his/her company went bust or, oh, he/she was using drugs. Some of those may be the reasons in a few cases but what you have to realize is these bastards attack you when you are at your weakest. They are COWARDS!!!

Thursday, 19 April 2007

DEFENSE FOR CHO SEUNG-HUI

"You have vandalised my heart, raped my soul and tortured my conscience" Is a phrase taken from the video by Cho Seung-Hui. (see post below) That my friends is a PERFECT description of what has happened to me also. I do not condone the shootings, but I can confirm that during my early years all I wanted to do was kill the people that abused me too, but I'm no murderer and never will be. However, the intensity of what (the type of people I've described to you in earlier posts) they do to you is so sadistic and cruel that I can understand some people taking Justice into thier own hands. I don't believe for one minute that Cho-Seung-Hui was mentally ill like the media is trying to have us believe. I BELIEVE HE TOOK REVENGE ON THOSE WHO ABUSED HIM. I can confirm, that if all 32 Victims are the type of people I've met in my life, the type that abuse the weak and show no mercy, then they deserved to die. Only it should be God who makes the final Judgement and not the victim. Just like Justin (mentioned in ealier posts) He was one of those that did most damage to me, but now he is dead and not at my hand. I believe God made the judgement and took Justins life. I don't know what will happen in the afterlife for Cho Seung-Hui but if he was abused the same way as me then I hope he is forgiven.

CHO SEUNG-HUI

By Andrea Hopkins Reuters - Thursday, April 19
BLACKSBURG, Virginia (Reuters) - Students expressed disgust and disbelief at photos and a rage-filled video diatribe sent to a television network by the gunman who massacred 32 people at Virginia Tech university.
Half-a-dozen Virginia Tech students gathered silently around a bank of televisions in the student centre late on Wednesday watching images of Cho Seung-Hui posing with his guns and video of him ranting against rich kids and debauchery.
The package received by NBC News on Wednesday carried a postmark showing Cho mailed his rambling manifesto after he killed his first two victims on Monday morning but before he went on to cut down 30 more people in classrooms.
"That's crazy. He kills two people and then goes to the post office and then he's ready for round two? It's creepy," said graduate student Nick Jeremiah, 34.
The images and long monologue suffused with paranoia and feelings of persecution painted a different picture of Cho, a 23-year-old student who has been described by teachers and other students as silent and withdrawn.
"He just goes on and on -- that's got to be more than he's spoken, ever," Jeremiah said. "I thought, 'well, he does talk.'"
Devin Cornwall, 19, who watched the video in a dormitory room with two friends, said the gunman's hatred for rich children made no sense.
"To me, that doesn't personify any Tech student I know. I always think of us as a blue-collar place," Cornwall said.
In the video and an 1,800-word document, Cho railed against wealth and debauchery, portrayed himself as a defender of the weak and voiced admiration for the 1999 Columbine High School massacre.
"You have vandalised my heart, raped my soul and tortured my conscience," said Cho, speaking directly to the camera and occasionally looking down to read his message.
"You thought it was a pathetic boy's life you were extinguishing. Thanks to you I die like Jesus Christ, to inspire generations of the weak and the defenceless people."
'MENTALLY ILL'
The messages added to an already chilling portrait of Cho from roommates and teachers who described him as a disturbed loner. Cho had been accused of stalking female students and was taken to a psychiatric hospital in 2005 because of worries he was suicidal. A Virginia court order issued at the time declared him "mentally ill" and said he presented "an imminent danger to self or others," ABC News reported.
The shooting has rekindled debate over U.S. gun laws, the most lenient in the Western world. News of Cho's past contacts with police and mental health specialists raised further questions over whether anyone could have picked up warning signs.
University officials and police have been criticised for taking too long to alert students to the danger after Cho killed his first two victims in a dormitory just after 7 a.m.
CNN quoted from a search warrant affidavit on Wednesday that showed police suspected a different man of the first murders. The network said police had been told by a student that the boyfriend of murdered Emily Hilscher had recently taken her to a shooting range, and assumed he was the main suspect. They were interviewing him outside the campus when Cho began his classroom rampage.
On the sprawling rural campus in southwestern Virginia, students were beginning to look ahead to Monday, when classes will resume.
"It's going to be weird being back in class. We're still going to feel uneasy in big lecture halls, or crossing the drill field," said industrial design student Phil Padilla, 20.